Bad Mood Lightened Part 2

When I started this blog I had decided to be as truthful as possible as I make my posts So in that vein I will add more about my mood. My mood this morning was really bad. My mouth hurts in three places. It hurts when I talk, when I eat and especially when I drink. I’m really tired of the pain. Previously I could poke at the pain with my tongue and it would eventually stabilize. That was when the pain was only one place. Now it is in three places and this does not work.

Later in the morning my left foot was turned on edge because of spasms. This was not a big deal but around 1130 it started hurting where the side of my foot was resting. I tried a couple of my tricks to get it to move but no luck.

I tipped back hoping my left foot would move but it didn’t. I started praying and that was when the tears came. I’m not sure I prayed very well and I cried for about 10 minutes. I don’t say this so you’ll feel sorry for me but it is what it is. I always feel better after a good cry and this time was no different. My mood was still not very good.

When I stopped crying I heard a noise. It was a little chirping type noise mix with a meow. Macy (the multiple sclerosis cat) was meowing at me because she wanted me to tip my chair so she could jump up on my lap. She must sense my moods because she was in my lap for most of the morning and part of the afternoon. This is very unusual. She usually gets up once and when she gets down she doesn’t come back until evening.

As I stroked her for she tucked her head under the arm of my wheelchair and went to sleep. I now have my priorities straight. It is kitty first and then kitty second and kitty third if needed! She always seems to improve my attitude.