This photo was taken last week. Some looked at it as
progress on Macy’s part. It was one of the first times she would tolerate being
in the same room as Atlas. This is true but also I see in it that she is giving
him the cold shoulder cat treatment.
Turning her back toward whatever offends her is how she
deals with things. Over this last weekend, four different times, Macy was
forced to be close and greet Atlas. One time she was held close to Atlas so
that she realized he was no danger and really liked her. While this went on she
looked at me with pleading in her eyes and I only laughed. She was pretty mad
at me yesterday and sat with her back to me most of the day. This let me know
she was angry with me. Today she’s been much more cuddly. I guess she is
getting over her anger.
I realized some time ago that this is how I tend to deal
with bad things like my MS. I try to proceed as normally as possible and ignore
the monster in the room. When I can no longer ignore things then I pray. I
usually pray for grace to deal with the negative. Occasionally I have asked to
be free from the symptoms but usually I just asked that I learn how to deal
with them. There are probably better ways to handle things but this is how I
am.
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hope this post finds you well and in good spirits. God bless you.
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