Last weekend I was asked "what did you do yesterday" by someone who knew that I spent most of Saturday by myself here at the house. I wasn't sure how to answer that since what I do is pretty boring. I watched a little TV, read a little bit of the Bible, watch the birds and and ate my breakfast. I listened to some music to at the same time. I got bored around noon.
This was the hard part to explain. I leaned my chair back to rest and ended up spending 3 to 4 hours daydreaming, staring at the ceiling fan and sleeping. Not much to brag about. That is one of the problems with my disease of MS, I really can't do much. It has affected by speech, my hands and of course my legs. Sometimes I find I am just killing time waiting for something but I'm not sure what. Being bored is one of the worst things about this disease. There's not much I can do about it but try to make the best of it and not daydream about things I shouldn't be thinking about. Sometimes that's a full-time job!
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