I don't want to give people the wrong impression about me. I don't feel I'm this great example of a Christian. I struggle daily with my disease and with life in general. The Bible mentions "the comfort of the Scriptures". I have a relationship with God through Jesus Christ my Lord. It says in Romans "if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God is raised him from the dead thou shalt be saved".
Sometimes I have Bible lessons will and I enjoyed. Through so many Bible teachers better than me but I want to share a little bit because the Bible also says "I believe therefore I speak". Most of the time I feel like I am barely hanging on to the difficulties in life by my fingernails. I believe the Bible and believe I will end up with Jesus in heaven while I'm here I find this very difficult to deal with. I have a hope set before me and includes heaven but have no idea how many years I'll be stuck in this body. It pretty much given up hope that my physical condition will improve in any way shape or form. The new MS drug seem to of stopped in advancing so fast and I appreciate that. The other side of the coin is that my insurance company has denied paying for it because "is not medically necessary". So I will only continue to get it as long as the manufacturer provides it to me. We also can appeal their decision but I don't know if I'm really ready he emotionally.
I have really felt like posting but think it's important that I share my thoughts when I can. Yesterday we lost the Wi-Fi connection until afternoon so I couldn't post.. I am not sure what I would've posted. The whole cat thing kind of depressed me because I realize I am the weak link in the chain. I don't think a cat is going to just bond with me immediately like Macy did. When I took her home she cried in her carrier and I unzipped the top and reached in and scratch your ears and she quit crying. We bonded at the shelter and on the way home. Then she spent a number of weeks a hiding under the recliner's getting acclimated to her new home. I don't see how we can find an animal with my condition like it is so I'm a little bit bummed about that. We still have Atlas here so hopefully I'll share some Atlas stories. It pains me terribly that I can't throw the ball for him. He loved chasing balls and bring them back. I do have a few funny stories that I'll share later.
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