MS is a very strange disease no matter which type you have Mine goes to the same thing every day. After I shake the grogginess out of my head I am usually in a fairly good mood. My heart is full of praise for the Lord. Then the day progresses MS grinds me down. It affects all of my body system especially the nervous system. This is what is called MS fatigue and is impossible explain to someone who is never had it.
I the end of the night I cannot wait to go to bed. I get very antsy thing in my chair all day.The songs of praise her in my heart are gone and if I had a theme it would be from last lines of bohemian Rhapsody. "Nothing really matters anyone can see, nothing really matters to me". I feel like a deflated balloon and I appreciate the effort my wife puts into getting me to bed. At night I don't look forward to the next day because I know will be a similar progression. Oh well they say it is what it is but I just have another day to muddle through.
Phil and Macy
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