A while ago while you're still going to the wound clinic for nurse we had not seen much of was with Dr. Sharma. The doctor told me that my skin the longer was able to heal itself even with their intervention. I have a DNR order so that if I get a infection it will probably spread to my blood and then be terminal. I mentioned but prepared to go. The nurse we not seen much announced that I wanted to die and that I was in a deep depression. I tried to correct her that being ready to go is not the same as wanting to go. She only heard what she wanted and kept saying I was in a deep depression. We no longer go to the wound clinic because they've done all they could. We have nursing help that comes in a few times a week to redress my wound. The results of been spotty with them showing up. Hopefully we get that straightened out in the next few weeks. This is supposed to help my wife out not confuse her.
So back to my subject. Ever since his nurse announced that I wanted to die and would not hear any explanation I've started to think that maybe she was right. I've been in a tailspin ever since and my poor wife has to deal with the results. Thank you wonderful nurse. 90% of the nurses are great but it only takes a bad one to spoil the bunch. I'm really tired inside and out of living in this body. There's only one way out that I can see. I spend a lot of my day longing for release to be with Jesus. Thank you reader for reading my blog and caring about me.
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