I looked over my list of topics and can only find ones that are very serious. I decided after some of my last posts I was not going to get serious anymore. I may break that will try to keep them short. I mentioned a while back that I'm not supposed to be my chair very much and we try to keep it from two hours to no more than six. I now I have a hospital bed to sleep alone. This is been a huge emotional change. I would think with three animals one of them would come show me some sugar. Not so. I read Kindle books on my PC and watch Amazon prime videos. I used to watch TiVo record shows on my phone but for some reason that quit working. My son and I tried everything. We gave up when I tried to get the cable company to send me my password. I had to put in our account number and it said that number was invalid. I don't want to call them because they are awful in you just bounce around from one department to the next. I gave up trying and now I have another reason to despise them. Unfortunately they are the only game in town. We've had no problems with the cable Internet just the TV.
So back to my subject. I spent a lot of time in bed and find it hard to find a reason to get out of bed on the weekends. I find I can stay in this bed all day because is pretty comfortable. I now have nursing technologists, and get me out of bed in the mornings. It is not until 11 o'clock. My son went to the back in bed before he goes to work around 1 o'clock. The only other choice is to wait until my wife gets home and that can be too many hours in the chair. I normally plan to have her get me up around 6 PM to feed me and watch some TV. When that time comes around I normally don't feel like her going to the effort are me getting you the hassle. Have become a bed prepare which is something like a couch potato. I'm not sure how to deal with this in general. Part of the care I will be getting because my skin is failing to heal itself even with the wound clinic's aid. They said they have done everything they can do now I have my having home health which includes some nursing. This is getting hard to get used to. They seem to have the mistaken idea that they can fix me but I don't see that happening. I believe I am on a downward spiral now and when it ends no one knows. The main purpose of all this care is to keep me comfortable keep pain to a minimum. I tell them when they come in and I'm ready to go and know Jesus as my Savior and Lord. Evan will be my home and I'm ready spiritually t I am o go. I'm not quite emotionally ready to leave my wife of over 40 years. But I will sign off now because my voice software is not picking up what I say very well. God bless you dear reader.
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