Well I am totally baffled by this crazy disease I have. Not sure if it's my cough or MS but I am having a very difficult time talking. I know my MS affects my diaphragm it has made speaking difficult. Today is the third day of a quickly decreasing ability to speak. Am finding I can only say two or three words a time and the volume is very low. I'm not sure if this it's permanent or temporary. If it's permanent I may only have this post and one more and I have saved but not publish. If this is my last one I feel I have not publish all that I wanted. This disease is so strange to me. I used to joke when I had a bad cold or the stomach flu that I felt like dying but this wasn't fatal. To me this disease is so weird because it debilitate's but is not terminal. The doctors of told me can expect to live to a normal life expectancy. To me disease is severe should also be terminal!
This brings up a very serious issue. In first John we are told that get no that we have eternal life. I know where I will go when the time comes for me to pass. There is also the fact that Jesus could come back at any time. Personally I don't think I will be in my lifetime because there is a first the apostle Peter wrote that says "he is long-suffering toward us, not willing that any should perish". So, dear reader God is lingering over his creation waiting for that day for all his own to be saved. There is a him that says "gently and tenderly Jesus is calling, calling for you and for me... Oh sinner,, come home"! I have heard saviors call but I fear my loved ones who do not know Jesus. Please come home for its too late.
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