Phil and Macy

Phil and Macy

Friday, November 9, 2018

Weekly post – multiple subjects

I think this is the only post am making this week. It's been a little strange, this week. I've been plagued by voice problems, spent a lot of time away from my PC that I can use voice and doctor visits. I feel little rushed this week wanted to say anything to keep my blog going. Part of me is losing the desire to keep my blog going. I realize I am very compartmentalized and while part of me wants to keep the blog going other parts of me think what the point, I guess I am going downhill. Is becoming much more difficult to coordinate my voice, time with the PC and being home. It takes a lot out of me go to the doctor.
Went to the wound doctor Wednesday I got an unusual response from the doctor. I'm not sure how to place it into my odd MS factors. One of the issues with my MS is not considered terminal but I've been told in the last year that my diaphragm problems will be eventually. Now the wound doctor telling me that my skin is losing the ability to heal itself in my wounds don't appear to be getting better. In some ways I feel like I'm a walking dead man icon Green mile the movie. I don't feel like many closer to an and then I did a year ago but with this MS no one seems to know anything solid in my wife and I are left to figure it out on her own. Since I have having trouble cognitively this falls on her shoulders. Course she has no way of knowing or even guessing. It's always seem to do is guess.
I'm getting a note Jordyn better. I'm not sure this is a good thing. Have learned that she has a bit of a poser. When there is someone here she seems like a sweetheart to me. As is I'm here by myself with her I become chopped liver. She ignored me entirely as to the cats. She is really really good at being a real sweetheart when there is an audience. She really has the looking cute thing down to an art. Lately she has been stopping all over me there's someone here that she wants to take her outside. We call it, galloting me. Used to not mind it much but now she's gone more extreme and she makes him mad. But then she is super super cute it's hard to say mad. Not much else new to say about the critters.
Having more problems with my computer and smile mouse. It works really good in my living room one in the distance between my face and the computer is bigger. Is this on the edge of what I can read though. My bedroom computer is much closer my face. This makes it really hard to control the mouse when clicking to select something. Often the cursor jumps and clicks the wrong thing. Sometimes it clicks where were want and other times not. Using the virtual keyboard is quite challenging. One keyboard is too big and takes up too much of the screen and the other virtual keyboard is too small. I have not found a way of making in between one. This wears me out because many of the things I want to type in my voice software will not do it correctly. My only recourse is to type it in with the virtual keyboard. Often this means the cursor jobs around the screen especially if I am having rattling breath. This one of the reasons I think maybe I am close to the end of my blog because it just wears me out.
Well dear reader thank you for spending your time following me and God bless you all.

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